Its really starting to sink in that I'm going home in 9 days, although I'm really excited to see everyone it still makes me sad to think about leaving Patrick by himself. I cook and clean for him pretty much everyday and sometimes I cook twice a day. I know its going to be really rough on him. At least I'll be done with school soon though and supposed to be visiting our home town for a few days a couple of weeks after I leave. So that will help a lot. I know we will try to see each other as much as possible but that doesn't really make being apart any easier. Its so rough having to miss the man your in love with all the time. It makes it hard to even focus on anything. I'm always so scatter brained when we are apart. I really think we will be fine though or at least I hope we will be..... What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?
So I've still been working out and staying busy and all that good stuff. I'm kind of starting to get discouraged though because I'm not seeing any results. I've been doing a mixture of cardio and very light strength training. I feel like I've been working out pretty hard though, I don't know. Maybe I haven't been working hard enough. I've even been trying to eat a little better than I did before. Oh well, maybe I just don't enough weight to lose! Its still discouraging though.
I also started reading a new book that my friend gave me the other day. Its about relationships and its so helpful. Just in the few days that I've been reading it I feel like I've improved on some things. So far everything I've read in it is so insightful and it seems to be right. I would recommend it to anyone. Even if you feel like there is not really any significant problems in your relationship, I think it would still be something good for you to consider reading. They have them for men too, although I doubt that any of them would ever consider reading it! You never know though...
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