Trying to be happy =/

Its really starting to sink in that I'm going home in 9 days, although I'm really excited to see everyone it still makes me sad to think about leaving Patrick by himself. I cook and clean for him pretty much everyday and sometimes I cook twice a day. I know its going to be really rough on him. At least I'll be done with school soon though and supposed to be visiting our home town for a few days a couple of weeks after I leave. So that will help a lot. I know we will try to see each other as much as possible but that doesn't really make being apart any easier. Its so rough having to miss the man your in love with all the time. It makes it hard to even focus on anything. I'm always so scatter brained when we are apart. I really think we will be fine though or at least I hope we will be..... What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?
 So I've still been working out and staying busy and all that good stuff. I'm kind of starting to get discouraged though because I'm not seeing any results. I've been doing a mixture of cardio and very light strength training. I feel like I've been working out pretty hard though, I don't know. Maybe I haven't been working hard enough. I've even been trying to eat a little better than I did before. Oh well, maybe I just don't enough weight to lose! Its still discouraging though.
 I also started reading a new book that my friend gave me the other day. Its about relationships and its so helpful. Just in the few days that I've been reading it I feel like I've improved on some things. So far everything I've read in it is so insightful and it seems to be right. I would recommend it to anyone. Even if you feel like there is not really any significant problems in your relationship, I think it would still be something good for you to consider reading. They have them for men too, although I doubt that any of them would ever consider reading it! You never know though... 

Exhausted =/

Shew gosh lol I am sooo tired. As I told you all I made a new friend, and we have been going to a workout boot camp at 5am a few days a week. It is wearing me out! I don't even know if I have the energy to wash the dishes =/  I know in the long run it will benefit me though. In between our workouts this morning I made a little trip to walmart so I could use some of my coupons and I bought some pens, dental floss, pickle relish, and white out for 11 cents!! I was so happy! I love it when I get to get stuff super cheap with coupons.
 So I just noticed this morning that I only have 12 days left here with my love before I leave to go back home to start the semester... It makes me sad but kinda excited at the same time. I'm dreading being away from him but I'm so close to being done with school. I've been working so hard forever and I'm finally almost done! In the end I think it will all be worth it. I'm sure we will make it through although neither of us are looking forward to me going home for school. We've gotten so used to being together every day. Its going to take a while to get used to not getting to see each other for weeks or a month at a time. In the meantime though hopefully we can make the best of the rest of the time we have together for now. At least we live in a time that we can video chat and all that good stuff though, I couldn't imagine having to sit down every day and write him a letter then having to wait on his reply to come in the mail a few days later, that would be horrible.